I set up a home hyperbaric chamber for a friend who was dying from lung cancer. It didn't cure him but made his remaining days better than they would been otherwise. I took a "joy ride" in it and just the one session made me feel more alive. I hope the treatments continue to benefit you.
I can’t go on any longer…. I’ve been Dx with Chronic Complex PTSD and it’s gotten worse since I’ve been married the last 16 years since I’ve suffered alone with this all my life. Now she suffers with me which is causing me to just give up. I can’t take the flashbacks and there is no help where I’m located as I’ve tried, called, written letters, PRAYED & FASTED. Some treatments I can’t not receive since have a metal clip subcranial and the so called facility’s in this area who claim to treat this anxiety based on disorder know nothing about the disorder. I say this as a clinician trained at the VA in manhattan when at Columbia university Finishing my masters.
I am believer of JESUS and have seen his power and have been to heaven post NDE which makes it harder being here. This is inclusive of stopping going to church being in ministry for 40 years I’ve seen way to much behind the curtain. It’s fowl…. I need help. I only see one way out of this. I’m sick of the pain, depression and REJECTION. I tried as I weep writing this. These is so much more to this along with detoxing from 10 years on pain meds with no intervention from my dr. I’m dumbfounded over this since this happened to me in 2019 which resulted in consequences I never expected albeit the drs knew I was in trouble as I pleaded with them for help…
I can’t go on like this as I ask Jesus to take me from here.
The other issue i was given a gift where I see things to come which is well documented and since there is no community I fit in I flounder.some people in law enforcement are aware of this seeing gift. I gave up on the church and all there game's, prosperity nonsense and whore like behaviour. Yepper I’ve been around BIG names and served some on them and I will tell you it’s not the Jesus I ran into in 1982 of October which is another depressing. issue for me.
I need help, prayer and deliverance. It’s kill me, my wife and now my marriage which I’ll
Hey brother, I hear you. You’re not alone, even if it feels like it right now. I’ve carried some of this weight myself and walked beside others who have too. I know what it’s like to feel betrayed by the church and let down by people who claim to speak for God. That kind of pain cuts deep.
But Jesus hasn’t changed. The same Jesus who met you in 1982 is still with you. He sees it all. The pain, the rejection, the spiritual isolation. The enemy wants you to believe there’s no way forward, but that’s a lie. You still matter. Your life still has purpose, even if it feels like the fight is crushing you.
You’ve endured more than most people could handle, and it shows you’re stronger than you think. That gift you talked about—that ability to see things before they happen—I don’t think that’s a mistake or some random affliction. I think it’s part of your calling, and I think that’s exactly why the attack on your life and your mind has been so intense.
Don’t give up. Not now. Talk to someone. If the local system isn’t helping, keep pushing. Even a lifeline conversation today can keep you from making a decision you can’t undo. You’re not alone in this, and I want to stand with you in prayer. If you want to reach out privately, I’ll do what I can to connect you to real help.
The church might have failed you. Some ministries are a mess. But Jesus hasn’t failed you. He never will. You’re not done. You’re not forgotten. You’re still in this fight, and your story isn’t over
I’d like to reach out privately if ok with you if possible however although I have respect for you and your time I will not push you on this. I have been seeking help for years even speaking with the author of the body remembers by a dr in the Netherlands dr. Bessel van der Kolk….
I was also a first responder on 9/11, by struck by four cars throughout my like. In three car cashes, massive Brian hemorrhage at 17 I during 14 hours of neurosurgery with 3 cardiac arrest in that process.
As my father states ( a friend of Genovese) is Sonny grosso is a relative however my respect with law enforcement has been not the best since I was raised in Stamford ct which has one of the most corrupt stations in the country . Rouge Town written by Alan Dolan is not the whole story. My father own a gun stop and a lot of these crooked cops eg Sgt Festo to confirm I’m not lying to you I which is in the Stamford advocate, would come there for their secondary weapons to plant on their next victims.
As stated I had homelands security at my door a little back because I passed out (hand delivered since I’m not a coward) boxes of ashes and sackcloth to these big named leaders with a strong rebuke for their perversions. What I said has come to pass concerning them and God showed them a HUGE sign the following day and some several days afterward I made these delivery up the east into Canada and the biggest church in Paris and they’re false prophet. With that said one of these church leaders call Homelands security, the cops and took me to court for trespassing (That no trespassing order is in a frame).
Yes God told me to do this five years ago and resisted him until a year ago.
Now I can’t get into what happened in 2019 but the pain and the inability of my dr to address the chronic crippling pain I was in caused me big problems. This is not excluding being on pain meds in and off during that time which cause me a truckload of issues one being legal . Now every one knew what I was going through with the fractured back. Local hospital & law enforcement has been at my door. This because the pain was so bad along with my wife find my in the garage 2am in the car not breathing for the combination of pharmaceuticals prescribed to me. In Florida in a garage? Need I say anymore.
Yepper Sir I’ve seen a lot of darkness albeit I’ve have seen much light with my experiences with Jesus.
Visitations with, Padra Pio, smith wigglesworth, William Seymour’s, Neville Johnson, bob jones and Gabriel. What do you do with all that revelation & Miracles, healings signs and wonders over the years. Put holy things on YouTube? This does exclude my experiences in heaven nor the ability to see angels and demons. Now who the heck do you talk to about that with so many with a lack of understanding .
I’m not going to bog you down with all of this STUFF however you are the only one who has responded to my wife and my cries with words that pierce the flesh and enter the spirit man.
We both wept…I was about to pack up and leave as my wife and where in tears and THEN you response came and Hope is renewed.
Hang in there brother. Don't give up on God. He is there with you, along side you. Remember He suffered and knows what abandonment feels like. His own disciples deserted Him. Trust in Him completely and help and relief will come. It's been my experience that God shows up just at the last moment when we're at what we think is the end of the rope. This experience will only strengthen you and you will come out stronger for it. You will be able to help others find their way too. With God ALL things are possible. Hook up with other believers , veterans and first responders. Do not isolate yourself from others. That's what the enemy wants. The enemy knows it's not good for a man to be alone, God said so and satan knows that. It's good you have the company of your wife, but you need the comradery of other men too. God bless you brother.
So happy to hear it’s helping you. I sent the info to my SIL (retired Army) who lives in ID. Thankful for those who are wealthy and use their money to bless others.
Thank you for sharing this with your SIL. If she’s not in the Boise area, they have apartments that people from other parts of the state can stay in during the treatment. It’s a very comfortable place.
Praise God that He directed your path to effective healing! I'll have to look into HBOT to see how my neuropathic, fibromyalgia, and arthritis pain might be reduced. I have a crushed L-1 that has after many years finally started giving me serious pain, too.
Glad you’re doing better. Step dad is retired military retired Leo. My gf is active army 23 yrs. Glad your finding the relief and appreciate your service in both of your fields
Glad to hear you're getting some relief! God is good!
I set up a home hyperbaric chamber for a friend who was dying from lung cancer. It didn't cure him but made his remaining days better than they would been otherwise. I took a "joy ride" in it and just the one session made me feel more alive. I hope the treatments continue to benefit you.
God's Blessings, Milt
May I ask how and resource to do so? Thanks
I can’t go on any longer…. I’ve been Dx with Chronic Complex PTSD and it’s gotten worse since I’ve been married the last 16 years since I’ve suffered alone with this all my life. Now she suffers with me which is causing me to just give up. I can’t take the flashbacks and there is no help where I’m located as I’ve tried, called, written letters, PRAYED & FASTED. Some treatments I can’t not receive since have a metal clip subcranial and the so called facility’s in this area who claim to treat this anxiety based on disorder know nothing about the disorder. I say this as a clinician trained at the VA in manhattan when at Columbia university Finishing my masters.
I am believer of JESUS and have seen his power and have been to heaven post NDE which makes it harder being here. This is inclusive of stopping going to church being in ministry for 40 years I’ve seen way to much behind the curtain. It’s fowl…. I need help. I only see one way out of this. I’m sick of the pain, depression and REJECTION. I tried as I weep writing this. These is so much more to this along with detoxing from 10 years on pain meds with no intervention from my dr. I’m dumbfounded over this since this happened to me in 2019 which resulted in consequences I never expected albeit the drs knew I was in trouble as I pleaded with them for help…
I can’t go on like this as I ask Jesus to take me from here.
The other issue i was given a gift where I see things to come which is well documented and since there is no community I fit in I flounder.some people in law enforcement are aware of this seeing gift. I gave up on the church and all there game's, prosperity nonsense and whore like behaviour. Yepper I’ve been around BIG names and served some on them and I will tell you it’s not the Jesus I ran into in 1982 of October which is another depressing. issue for me.
I need help, prayer and deliverance. It’s kill me, my wife and now my marriage which I’ll
Never get over if this occurs
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Hey brother, I hear you. You’re not alone, even if it feels like it right now. I’ve carried some of this weight myself and walked beside others who have too. I know what it’s like to feel betrayed by the church and let down by people who claim to speak for God. That kind of pain cuts deep.
But Jesus hasn’t changed. The same Jesus who met you in 1982 is still with you. He sees it all. The pain, the rejection, the spiritual isolation. The enemy wants you to believe there’s no way forward, but that’s a lie. You still matter. Your life still has purpose, even if it feels like the fight is crushing you.
You’ve endured more than most people could handle, and it shows you’re stronger than you think. That gift you talked about—that ability to see things before they happen—I don’t think that’s a mistake or some random affliction. I think it’s part of your calling, and I think that’s exactly why the attack on your life and your mind has been so intense.
Don’t give up. Not now. Talk to someone. If the local system isn’t helping, keep pushing. Even a lifeline conversation today can keep you from making a decision you can’t undo. You’re not alone in this, and I want to stand with you in prayer. If you want to reach out privately, I’ll do what I can to connect you to real help.
The church might have failed you. Some ministries are a mess. But Jesus hasn’t failed you. He never will. You’re not done. You’re not forgotten. You’re still in this fight, and your story isn’t over
I’d like to reach out privately if ok with you if possible however although I have respect for you and your time I will not push you on this. I have been seeking help for years even speaking with the author of the body remembers by a dr in the Netherlands dr. Bessel van der Kolk….
I was also a first responder on 9/11, by struck by four cars throughout my like. In three car cashes, massive Brian hemorrhage at 17 I during 14 hours of neurosurgery with 3 cardiac arrest in that process.
As my father states ( a friend of Genovese) is Sonny grosso is a relative however my respect with law enforcement has been not the best since I was raised in Stamford ct which has one of the most corrupt stations in the country . Rouge Town written by Alan Dolan is not the whole story. My father own a gun stop and a lot of these crooked cops eg Sgt Festo to confirm I’m not lying to you I which is in the Stamford advocate, would come there for their secondary weapons to plant on their next victims.
As stated I had homelands security at my door a little back because I passed out (hand delivered since I’m not a coward) boxes of ashes and sackcloth to these big named leaders with a strong rebuke for their perversions. What I said has come to pass concerning them and God showed them a HUGE sign the following day and some several days afterward I made these delivery up the east into Canada and the biggest church in Paris and they’re false prophet. With that said one of these church leaders call Homelands security, the cops and took me to court for trespassing (That no trespassing order is in a frame).
Yes God told me to do this five years ago and resisted him until a year ago.
Now I can’t get into what happened in 2019 but the pain and the inability of my dr to address the chronic crippling pain I was in caused me big problems. This is not excluding being on pain meds in and off during that time which cause me a truckload of issues one being legal . Now every one knew what I was going through with the fractured back. Local hospital & law enforcement has been at my door. This because the pain was so bad along with my wife find my in the garage 2am in the car not breathing for the combination of pharmaceuticals prescribed to me. In Florida in a garage? Need I say anymore.
Yepper Sir I’ve seen a lot of darkness albeit I’ve have seen much light with my experiences with Jesus.
Visitations with, Padra Pio, smith wigglesworth, William Seymour’s, Neville Johnson, bob jones and Gabriel. What do you do with all that revelation & Miracles, healings signs and wonders over the years. Put holy things on YouTube? This does exclude my experiences in heaven nor the ability to see angels and demons. Now who the heck do you talk to about that with so many with a lack of understanding .
I’m not going to bog you down with all of this STUFF however you are the only one who has responded to my wife and my cries with words that pierce the flesh and enter the spirit man.
We both wept…I was about to pack up and leave as my wife and where in tears and THEN you response came and Hope is renewed.
Thank you and I apologize for this lengthy email.
Stephen
September another month to remember
Thank you as tears run down my face
Sonny Grosso and Popeye Dole should ring the bell
Hang in there brother. Don't give up on God. He is there with you, along side you. Remember He suffered and knows what abandonment feels like. His own disciples deserted Him. Trust in Him completely and help and relief will come. It's been my experience that God shows up just at the last moment when we're at what we think is the end of the rope. This experience will only strengthen you and you will come out stronger for it. You will be able to help others find their way too. With God ALL things are possible. Hook up with other believers , veterans and first responders. Do not isolate yourself from others. That's what the enemy wants. The enemy knows it's not good for a man to be alone, God said so and satan knows that. It's good you have the company of your wife, but you need the comradery of other men too. God bless you brother.
Praying for continued recovery.
Praying for you and your family, Brother!
So happy to hear it’s helping you. I sent the info to my SIL (retired Army) who lives in ID. Thankful for those who are wealthy and use their money to bless others.
Thank you for sharing this with your SIL. If she’s not in the Boise area, they have apartments that people from other parts of the state can stay in during the treatment. It’s a very comfortable place.
Thank you Father, for healing my friend. In Jesus' name Amen.
Awesome news and testimony of God's provision. All the best. Def praying for you my brother! Thanks for all you do! Good bless and keep you!
So glad you are getting relief. We are waiting for your good health and return. God bless.
My prayers brother for a perfect recovery, because everything God does, does it perfectly.
GOD bless brother! You are always in my prayers!! Hold the line
Praise God that He directed your path to effective healing! I'll have to look into HBOT to see how my neuropathic, fibromyalgia, and arthritis pain might be reduced. I have a crushed L-1 that has after many years finally started giving me serious pain, too.
I am very glad you are doing OK, Mr. Graves. You are doing important work. God is watching over you!
I've been trying to get this treatment for my husband.
It is absolutely worth it! I’m fortunate to live in Idaho where it is free.
My husband Jack Griffith sends you “Street Smart Kids” made in early 1980s.
We met you in Couer d Alene, Aug 2
Glad you’re doing better. Step dad is retired military retired Leo. My gf is active army 23 yrs. Glad your finding the relief and appreciate your service in both of your fields
Keith, we have our differences regarding the 320. But make no mistake, I wish you all the best and a speedy recovery!